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<p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;font-weight:bold;font-size:12.0pt;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;font-weight:bold;font-size:12.0pt;">신발이 공보다 더 멀리 날던 시절 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;font-weight:bold;font-size:12.0pt;">8</span></p> <p class="0"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">25%</span>와 <span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">10%</span></p> <p class="0">서로 좁히기 어려운 간격인 것 같다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>사장이 단독으로 결정할 수 있는 것은 내가 어떤 방법으로라도 관철해 볼 수가 있겠지만<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>그쪽은 하청 사장들이 버티고 앉아 뒤에서 주장만하고 있으니 우리 사장도 난감할 것이고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">..., </span></p> <p class="0">나도 아무 말도 못하고 있던 동료들이 안타깝기도 하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>나하고도 직결되는 문제라서 등한히 할 수가 없는 문제인 것이었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">그렇다고 우리 동료들이 나에게 완전 일임할 수도 없는 문제라서<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>사장과의 면담결과를 전하면 더 강하게 나오는 친구들도 있었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">앞에서는 아무 말도 못하더니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>그래서 <span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>협상이라는 것이 참 어렵구나<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.”</span>하고 느끼며<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>이건 완전히 장사꾼들의 거래라는 것을 알았다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">그쪽도 다른 사장들은 얼굴도 비치지를 않았다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">그래서 나는 공임 <span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">10%</span>인하만 관철하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>야근이라든지 회식이라든지 하는 문제는 서서히 결정하도록 미루어 두려고 생각하고 있었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">하지만 애들은 야근과 회식을 자꾸 말하니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">....</span></p> <p class="0">그러면 공임과 야근문제에 대하여만 초점을 맞추고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>회식문제는 아예 제외하려고 생각을 바꾸었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>그렇게 추진하면서<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">... </span></p> <p class="0">이틀간격으로 저녁에 방을 붙이는데 전념하고 있는데<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>하루는 목사님이 보자고 하신다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>송 선생<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>교회에 나오시면 안 되겠어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>왜요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>집에 아무도 안 왔었어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>누가요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>아니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>찾는 사람이 없었어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>저를 요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">? </span>아니요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span>왜요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>어제 교회에 누가 와서<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>방을 붙인데 대하여서 묻고 가더라고요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그래요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">? </span>공부하러 온대요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span>나는 반가운 마음에 물었더니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">..</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그것이 아니고 교회에서 공부하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>이야기하자는 것이 무슨 뜻이냐고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>성경공부라고 하시지요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그랬더니 내가 하냐고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">? </span>아니면 가르치는 사람이 성경공부를 할 수 있는 신자냐<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span>고 묻습디다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그래서 내가 주로하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>송 선생이 어려운 부분은 내가 도와줄 것이다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.”</span>고 했더니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그래요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">? </span>기관원이던가요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그런 것 같던데요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span>그러니 우리 교회 신자로 등록하여<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>공부하여서 신학대학 갈려고 한다면 어떻겠어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>목사님<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>저는 고등학교 다니다가 만 것으로 되어있는데요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>위장했어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>네<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>어쨌든 우리교회 성도로 등록은 하십시다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>네<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>그렇게 해야겠네요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span>그리고 다른 작은 교회에 다닌 것으로 만들어 주세요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>알았어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="0">결국은 방을 붙이고 다니니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.... </span></p> <p class="0">그것도 떼면 계속 붙이고하니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>목사님을 주시하였던 것이다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>이제 두 가지 고민꺼리가 생겼다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">예상을 못했던 것은 아니지만<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>잘못하면 순수한 개척교회를 이루실려는 목사님께 큰 피해를 드리게 될 것이다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">회사일은 내가 계속 다녀야하기 때문에 어떻게든지 처리를 해야 할 일이지만<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>야학문제는 지금껏 이 주일 넘게 방을 붙이고 다녔지만 아무 소득이 없었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">그러면 야학 문제는 아직은 덮어두고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>회사에 다니면서 개별적으로 애들을 모아봐야 하려나 보다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">개별적으로는 시간은 오래 걸리더라도<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>지금처럼 공개적이 되면 목사님께 커다란 피해를 드릴 것이다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">어쩌면 개별적인 것이<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>더 빠를 수도 있을 런지 모르겠다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.....</span></p> <p class="0">이렇게 고민을 하며 방을 붙이는 것을 보류하였다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>그러던 어느 날 저녁에 퇴근을 하고 집에 있는데<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>모르는 사람 두 명이 집으로 나를 찾아왔다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">내 이름을 부르더니 다짜고짜로 </p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>위장 취업했지요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?” </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그리고 삐라 붙이고 다녔지요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span>한다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">쳐다보았더니 </p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>알고 왔어요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span>법대를 졸업하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>야학을 하여 아이들을 이념화하려고 시작하고 있지요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">? </span>그리고 노조를 획책하고 있고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span>한다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그것이 아닙니다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span>취직을 해야<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>먹고 살 텐데<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...</span></p> <p class="0">받아주는 데는 없고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...</span>그래서 취직이라도 하려고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그게 위장취업인거요<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span>학력을 속이고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>그리고 왜 노조는 만들려고 하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>야학은 왜 하려고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">?”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>노조를 만들기 위해서가 아니라<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>이번에 공임을 사장들이 너무 터무니없이 깎아서<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>그걸 좀 조정해 달라고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">... ”</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>지금 하는 순서가 운동권애들이 하는 순서 그대로라는 거야<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.” </span>갑자기 말이 위압적이 되었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">“</span>우리가 조사를 해보니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>대학 때 써클도 없고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...</span>뒤도 깨끗하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.. </span>몸도 성치 못하고 하니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">...</span></p> <p class="0">없던 걸로 할 테니<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">... </span>회사를 그만 둬야겠어<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">!</span></p> <p class="0">그렇지 않으면 여러 가지로 우리들도 힘이 들 테니까 서로 좋게<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>내일 당장 회사를 그만 두었으면 좋겠어<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.”</span></p> <p class="0">이것은 부탁이 아니었고 강제였다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>나는 할 말이 없었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">다른 애들처럼 숨바꼭질 놀이하듯 도망 다니며 민주투사인척 할 수도 없었고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>그런 조직도 없었고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>비겁하게 벗어날 수밖에 다른 방법이 없었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0">그래서 한 번도 반항을 해 보지도 못하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>그 다음날부터 출근을 안했다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">못한 것이 아니고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">... </span></p> <p class="0">애들한테 잘 있으라는 인사도 못하고<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">....</span></p> <p class="0">그렇게 나의 처음이자 마지막인<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>조직적 인간으로의 직장생활은 끝이 났다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">그리고서 나는 사회라는 곳에<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">, </span>조직이라는 곳에는 발을 붙일 기회가 없었다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;"> </span>지금도 생각한다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0">그때의 그것이 나에게는 최선의 방법일 수밖에 없었는지를 <span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">..... </span></p> <p class="0">내가 과연 비겁했었는지를<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">.....</span></p> <p class="0">나는 과연 그들을 사랑하지 안했었는지를 <span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0.0pt;mso-text-raise:0.0pt;">....</span></p>
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