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<!--StartFragment--><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-size: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">예술의 혼과 한 그리고 사랑</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">깊어가는 가을만큼이나 높은 예술의 깊이와 너름을 깨달은 하루였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘은 아침 일찍</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그저께 국전 서예작가이신 박 선생님이 빌려주신 서예 책을 복사 재본하기위하여 복지관과 다른 방향의 재본소로 향했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그저께 복지관을 결석하고 나들이를 다녀왔고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어제도 공부 도중에 빠져나와 국화를 보러갔었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘은 공부를 하고 체본을 받아야 하는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그것보다는 박 선생님이 빌려주신 책의 복사가 우선이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">50</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여년이 넘어 지금은 절판이 된 서예 책을 아끼고 숨겨두셨던 박 선생님이 내게 넌지시 건네주신 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">워낙 정결하고 깐깐하신 성격이라 서실에서도 조금은 회피당하고 계신 분이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내게 넌지시 건네주시며 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">“</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">송 선생</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이 책 한번 보시게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.” </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하신다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">열어보고 깜짝 놀랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">우리가 현재 보고 있는 책의 모본이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">빌려주시기를 청하고 복사와 재본을 하고 돌려드려도 되겠느냐 하니 흔쾌히 허락하신다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이런 절판이 된 책을 건네주신 박 선생님의</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">평소 말씀이 없으셨던 사랑이 너무 고마워 빨리 돌려 드려야 하겠기에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">... </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아침에는 복지관과는 다른 방향인 제본소로 먼저 향했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">책의 복사와 제본을 상의하고 또 다른 곳인 미륵사지로 향하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">미륵사지는 차로 한 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">40</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여분만 가면 되는 곳이고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">또 내가 백제를 좋아해서 자주 가는 곳이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">옛 미륵사지의 서탑 복원이 완전히 끝나지 않고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">모과나무가 심겨져서 떨어진 모과열매를 주워와 모과차를 만들기도 하던 가을이라 무작정 그쪽으로 차를 몰고 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">추수가 끝난 시골들이 을씨년스러웠지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">낮이 되며 한껏 기온이 올라 윗옷을 벗고 운전을 하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아직도 공사 터파기를 하는지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">울타리로 둘러쌓고 있던 아름드리 모과나무를 전부 베어내어서 떨어진 모과는 한 개도 없었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">너른 잔디밭과 맑은 바람이 오늘은 달리 더 상쾌한 것 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘은 유물 전시관으로 발을 돌려 백제의 청동기도 보고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">옹기그릇들도 보았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">사리함에서 함께 출토된 옥구슬도 보았으며 금박으로 만든 족집게도 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">“</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이것이 바로 예술의 혼이구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.” </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">1500</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여년이 지난 지금에도 우리가 그들을 볼 수가 있으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이것이 예술이 아니었다면 어디에서 그들을 찾을 수가 있었단 말인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">? </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">생각하며 천천히 돌고 있는데 문화관광 해설사가 말을 붙인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">혼자 처량해 보였는지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">? </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가까이 다가와 준다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">서로 역사에 대한 이야기들을 나누며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무엇하는 사람이냐고 묻는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그냥 영감이라고 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">혼자는 식당에 잘 가지 않는 성격이라 그냥 서실로 돌아왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">미륵사지에 있는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">서실 형님들이 찾는 전화가 계속된다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">왜</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">공부 안하고 싸돌아다니느냐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">? </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">는 둥</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">~~ </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">뭔 일이 있느냐는 둥</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">~~ </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">갑자기 요즘 왜 그러냐는 둥</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">~~~,</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">슬럼프냐는 둥</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">~~ </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그중 어느 형님이 정곡을 찌르신다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">“</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">혼자 있는 놈이 자주 안보이면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">심란해지니 이따가 라도 서실로 들어오라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.”</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">고 하신다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">ㅎㅎㅎ</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그러니 안 들어 갈수가 없어서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">공부시간에 야간반 학생처럼 들어가서 너스레를 떨고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">... </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두어시간을 혼자 공부했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘 전통춤 발표회를 갖는 동료의 회장에 들르기 위해서 그냥 서실에서 시간을 벌었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">바로 그거였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">!</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">서실에서 바로 앞에 앉아 한문 행서를 쓰며 넘겨짚으며 농담을 걸던 그 여인이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">...</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">거기에서 그렇게 변신이 될 줄을 몰랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">학생들 발표회나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">졸업 전에 초대받아 가보곤 했었던 것이 전통춤 사위를 본 전부였었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그런데 이곳은 그것이 아니었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그녀도 내 앞에 앉아서 다소곳이 글을 쓰던 여인이 아니었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">깜깜한 무대에 빛이 들어오며 목탁소리가 들릴 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하양 장삼을 걸치고 바닥에 엎디어서 구도하는 그 여인은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">~~~ </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아찔했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">한참을 엎디어 기도하며 해탈을 기원하듯 한 이가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일어서 장삼자락을 너울거리며 고깔을 흔들거릴 때는 조지훈의 승무가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">놀랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">처음 승무였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그리고는 여러 제자들의 군무들이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">... </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아무소리도 낼 수 없어 숨을 죽이고 보면서 박수를 줄 시간도 놓치고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">~~ </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">저것이 구도구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">! </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">저것이 염원이구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">! </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">느끼며 너울거리는 장삼자락에서 눈을 뗄 수가 없었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">미끄러지듯 내어딛는 버선 발 만을 바라보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">장삼과 버선발과 허공만 바라보고 있는 그 여인의 시선만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">...</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그러더니 대감놀이에서는 갑자가 펄쩍거리는 무당이 되어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">빠른 가락에 맞추어 펄쩍거리며 뛰고 내닫는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어린 시절 보았던 작두 밟던 무당의 모습이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">구도자에서 갑자기 무당으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">... </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그러더니 살풀이춤이 시작되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 엄마가 보고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">바로 정화수 장독대에 떠 올리시고 추운 새벽달 밤에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두 손을 모아 기도하셨던 것이 거기에 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 눈물이 났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">바로 엄마가 바라시던 살풀이가 거기에 있었으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">!</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">승무</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무당</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살풀이 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">..</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이것의 공통은 한과 원이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그것이 전부 그 속에 있었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">엄마가 그 속에 있었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 맞은편 그 여인은 엄마였던 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">놀랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이제 어떻게 보지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">?</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">마지막으로 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">7</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">명이 나와 추던 삼고무는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오고무가 아니고 구고무가 아니어도 충분히 일률적인 통일된 가락으로 우리에게 멋진 가을을 주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘은 아침부터 밤까지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">깊은 가을만큼 깊은 한과 혼과 정과 사랑을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘은 시월의 마지막 밤을 보낸 첫날이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p> <p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">멋진 날이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">.</span></p>
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